10.06.2005

when it rains it pours

ever go through a season where life seems exceptionally crappy? almost like you're being forced to stay in a dirty diaper, when in fact there is a clean one on the changing table, but you and your little hands just don't know how to get outta this one and into the other. well, me and my little hands are feeling helpless.

without depressing you, or depressing myself further, let's just say this- you could pick any area of life, and I could EASILY find something that wasn't going just right. Now, I know what you're going to say, "that's life." And point taken. On any given day everyone has something that they wish was better/different/easier/less crappy. But honestly, I am having days where I can't seem to find even a glimmer of relief...and on those days when I feel I can't take ANY more, one more thing hits. Last night, I got home from work at 6:30 and got into my bed...I didn't get out until this morning...at least if I stay in there, nothing bad can happen...but now that I say that, I won't bet on it.

If you're the praying kind, could you please pray for:

my body- I'm having terrible problems with my back, I have herniated discs that are acting up, as well as something in my shoulderblade that makes breathing difficult.

Aaron's health- that he wouldn't have any more kidney stones..which leads us to....

medical bills- kidney stones are expensive and we've had two that we've been paying off since our wedding day, almost a year ago.

our plumbing- had a back up last week that brought poop into my basement. Had it "snaked" three times but I'm still worried.

work- both Aaron and I are working lots of hours and we're really tired. And it seems that things aren't going as planned at work...lots of headaches.

Aaron's car- it keeps threatening to die on us and to date we still owe money on it...and have no means to replace it quite yet.

those are the biggies...and of course there are the basic things like, I hate my body and want to lose weight but I'm too busy to exercise, aaron needs new glasses because the ones he has are superglued together right now, I wish my house was clean and would magically stay clean for more than 2 days, I want a kitten and a hammock but can't afford them, I wish I was 10 again because life was simpler then.

that's about it...please pray. Even if you're not a praying person...maybe this is God's way of getting you to start...I could really use some love like that.

thanks friends.

7 Comments:

Blogger Rosa Benito said...

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9:17 AM  
Blogger D said...

Dude, your post has been on for like an hour and already spammers are all over you.
I'm praying for you.
Webbie

10:18 AM  
Blogger annie said...

Sara, Life really sucks sometimes... I'm so sorry that yours sucks right now! I said a prayer though, and will try to remember to do it for ya again

8:13 PM  
Blogger yomama said...

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10:53 AM  
Blogger yomama said...

hi sara,
stopped by and see your down.

sorry to hear! i hope that you'll have a reprieve and will pray it comes sooner rather than later.

as an aside- i don't know if physical therapist would help your back, but i know a good one (he helped me w/ a funky L5 strain). let me know if you'd like his name and contact info.

maureen

10:54 AM  
Blogger meridith said...

hey girl, sorry so many things are hard right now. actually i can really relate. it's just one of those times i gues. i will say a prayer for you.

12:13 AM  
Blogger Autumn said...

as for the house being clean (or not) check out www.flylady.net she changed my life

5:19 PM  

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